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Germany x Reader - Stubborn - Prologue

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Ludwig x Reader

.: Stubborn :.

~ Prologue ~


December 2013

Today wasn't the day that you expected this to happen, it was quite a shocker to you. More like mortifying; appalled. The cold wintry breeze didn't help either, but only hardened your hate. Mouths chattered, spitting infamous words running through your drunken mind. You were confused, scared, terrified. Feeling jolted in your veins, but restless entirely. ' How could he? ' You asked yourself. ' When did this happen? How long did this last? ' Staring at his cold eyes, sending shivers throughout your body. You couldn't stand him, not after this happened. Trembling you felt uneasy, unable to process the information in your drugged mind. You just wanted to 'hit-and-run' release the pain, denying that it is true.


" How could you? " You asked quietly, trembling.


" I.. I.-a di-din't mean to... " He answered, stuttering at his words, as if he was about to cry.


Pouting, you held your hands tightly above your heart; yielding your furious hatred. Scrunching up your brows, you wept silently; feeling a dead weight placed directly on your shoulders. Your chest tightened, gritting your teeth as you inhaled and exhaled loudly. Holding on tightly to your sides you told yourself, ' Get it together ___! Stop acting like this, you aren't a weakling. You  should've known better. '


He pitied you, yes, he did feel guilty for what he had done. Seeing you in a devastated state was what he least wished for, he knew better that he would regret it. He knew through the countless times of moments you shared with him, you truly did love him. The times where you held each other in other's arms, dancing slowly with your head resting on his chest; hearing his fastened heart. Waking up each morning to see each other, and seeing your bright smiles. Thinking days without you in his life was hard, it was nearly impossible. He did love you, but what he did was a ' one time mistake ' he told himself. A ' one-time-thing', really? You were sure there were countless times when he had done this, how could he hide this low? Keeping up with this act, and still there to show that he loved you. He quivered, feeling horrible, soon feeling a burden marked on his heart.


You couldn't bare to handle this, you winced at this undying pain; piercing holes in your heart. Looking directly down at the ground, you breathed slowly; trying to calm down. Feeling restless, aching everywhere, wishing this was just a dream. A delusional dream. You lifted your head, quivering as you stared at his face, feeling vulnerable.


" Ludwig... " You stated, " I want to be truly honest, " Exhaling, holding your heart tightly, " I enjoyed the times that we spent together, I truly do. I just wanted to say.. " You paused, a tear caught in your eye, sniffling silently as you could, " T-Thank you.. For the happy memories, they're very precious to me. B-but thank you f-for making those memories with m- , " You coughed, sniffling miserably. You chuckled lightly, " S-sorry.. I'm such a klutz. I always was right? A-Anyway, I-I just hope that you enjoyed your time with me.. Thanks for being a boyfriend Ludwig, you were the best I could have.. Thank you.. "


Ludwig felt dead, he couldn't believe that it was going to end. The relationship that you guys bonded, worked, refined, and polished was to be crumbled in pieces. " _-___, " He gulped, " Y-you don't have to do ziis... Please, ve can still v-vork zis out.. " He pleaded. You wished that this could work out, but you needed time alone. You needed to think this out and watch for yourself, and chose what was best for you. " I'm sor-ry Ludwig, but, I'm ending this.. I'm sorry. Please don’t make yourself at fault for this.. I know I've could've done better. Sorry, we couldnt have end this in a better way... "


Waterfalls flowed across your tear-stained cheeks as your grabbed your coat and ran out into the cold. The ferocious coldness slapped you in the face, turning your face bright pink. Snowflakes fell, twirling, covering the dirt grounds and lifeless flowers. Placing a protective barrier upon them. You slowed down your fast paced jog, as you arrived at your apartment. Kicking off your heels, you plopped on your bed, burying your head into your pillow; soaking up all of your wet tears. You sat up, throwing your pillow across the room, frustrated. Tears continued to fall, drinking up your salty tears you mumbled a few words, " I hate you, I wish you never existed.. "


February 2015


You sighed, staring outside threw a large window pane, drinking a cup of french vanilla. Seeing the hustle of cars, honking; while a policeman held a sign and moved his hands signaling, " Move along. " Exhaling, you remembered the horrible thoughts of the past, rekindling your hatred for Ludwig. " That was 2 years ago.. " You told yourself, " Why do I even try to remember about it when it only smacks the shit out of me.. " Shaking your head, you exhaled; resting your head on your arms. " It's a new year, so a new me right? " Biting your lip you stood up grabbing the handle of the door, exiting the coffee shop. Wooosh , wooosh. You cringed, disbelief of how long this cold winter lasted. Hissing, you walked towards a large neighbourhood that seemed dead. Huge houses stood tall and spiky, blackened rooms, and empty window panes.

Hustling to a familiar house you quickly walked arriving at the spiked gates covered in black. Pressing a button, you heard a voice, " Hello, who is this? " Stuttering you said, " __-___.. Open up Natalia. I'm freaking cold.. " " Haha, Da I will. " She giggled, and opened the gates as you walked through them. Knocking at the door, a Belarusian lady appeared.







Thank you for reading, it was such a hassle for me to write this coming  back from a 2 year hiatus~
Comments & Favorites are gladly accepted, and critiques also. I was clearly panicking as I was submitting this, I really didn't know if I captured feelings of the reader and Ludwig combined, also with the scenery and current situation in the story. I am gladly sorry, if this story is not up to your taste, or if I did not correctly capture Ludwig's personality or intentions. 

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